RESULT

HOW IT FEELS WHEN YOU HEAR THE WORD <<RESULT>>

Today the results are out, it was unexpected for me that results come earlier than I pretend it to be ,but it is not the point it is the part of game I mean part of engineering life  .I was sleeping when one of my friend came to me early in the morning and start shouting ‘Hey wake up results are out ’.I love to sleep in the morning and everybody else in my mess so we tried to ignore him by saying ‘We will see it later’.

But my all my drowsiness went after hearing the word ‘result’. It is the word I hated most in my Engineering  life ,I somehow tried  to sleep again but I was failed ,I could hear the heart beats of mine ,I feel weird at that time,  many question were  started to came in my mind I don’t know from where they were  coming but they wants answer from me. I tried to avoid these thoughts’ I don’t  want to hear you’ I said to my mind but my mind didn't budge from his painful questions .I could hear the den coming from another room they all discussing about their results .I totally afraid of results from my second semester in which my result goes down from Haven to Hell. But my mind didn't allow me to sleep he was queasy about the result so finally I wake up from my bed and moved towards the another room where all my friends were discussing about the result.

When I reached there an another heart attack line came from my friend mouth ’Amit you got supplementary in two subjects ’.

I was totally numbed at that time I turned pale ,that line was like tsunami for me which took away everything from me. I tried to speak ‘Are you kidding  me ’ but my tongue not support me I was looking at him relentlessly .I somehow tried to came in senses .

My senses were back in few second and again many question started striking in my mind ”How could you got supplementary in two papers ??“ ‘You tried hard at the exam time as everybody else did then why this happened ??’ “Are you capable of doing engineering ?? ”

What the fuck “Yes I am capable ” I replied to my mind.

This time with anger in my voice I said ‘Have you seen my result or just assuming for me??’

He start smiling, his smile makes me feel better….But I am not satisfied with my result because it is decreasing with every semester…..